BAD AT GOOD BYES

Remember me
As I used to be
Before I fell
Before I broke

Remember me
As I wish I could be
With a heart that’s a home for hope

Remember me
When I believed
So strong and happy and good

Remember me
As I once was please
Before I rotted and burned like old wood

I wish I could be
what I should

When I was free
before consumed

But the animosity
that brings with it doom

It fills the heart absolutely
Leaving no room

To recollect the scent of perfume
Or the poetry penned by your plume
Or the way that you once made me swoon

Now im faithlessly confused as I fume
In this war of infinite wounds
Tragic magic
We’ve ruined the ruins
The spell turned to hell
Bitter fruit
I sharpened my tooth with the truth
And bit out my heart to hurt you

I did it so you could find love
I knew I was never enough

I could tell you needed to live
Something that I could not give
So consider this rift a gift
But I miss the me I dismissed

The one who couldn’t resist
Persisting to pray for your kiss
Living to give you a lift
But still you wished for slit wrists

I am just an idiot
Made insignificant

I couldn’t cure your illness
Your sick
And that’s why you’re with him

But please

Remember me
As I used to be
Before I fell
Before I broke

Remember me
As I wish I could be
With a heart that’s a home for hope


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