dear G-d
make me soft
considerately quiet
mold me to be a cloud
aloft cotton
suspended in midair
dear G-d
let me float
as a slow rowboat
solid as a stone
rolling hopefully down the well known the road home
let me be
me
as I am
in silence, smiling
dear G-d
make my anger
lazy
as a field of daisies
encase me safety
allow the sacred to save me
from aching
dear G-d
let me not be dissuaded from my comfort
dear god let me be a lover
dear god tear me asunder like thunder till i no longer suffer
let my compassion be more than words, less than action
let me immediately, instantly, reactively
not react
let me allow
allow me to let
dear G-d
if you give me nothing to be grateful for
I will have gratitude for this nothing
give me pleasure in emptiness
give me distance between words
give me clarity, silence between thoughts
dear god, teach me to feel
not to deal
to be real
dear G-d
let my body teach my mind, to be stable
let my body be a vessel of mental wellness, able
let my body bring health, graceful
dear G-d
make me complete within myself
make me whole
make me love
dear G-d
allow my aspects to love each other as a total person
allow me Shiva, Vishnu, Krishna
allow me the father, son, and holy ghost
allow Abraham, Isaac, Jacob
allow me
dharmakaya, the body of ultimate reality;
the sambhogakaya, the body of joy;
and the nirmanakaya, the flesh and blood
dear G-d
grant me the power
of a field of flowers
of a mellow meadow
dear G-d
grant me
the permanent patience of a mountain
the flowing silence of the ocean
allow me to taste
the deep of space
dear G-d
you are great
guide my fate
dear G-d
allow my mind
body and soul
time calmly to grow
allow me always, three points of view
unconfused
so that for a moment
I may do nothing
and be
loving