dead friends

I envy those who left me

 I’m so jealous of my dead friends 

All their pain has come to an end 

they left me alone in this predicament

I know this is hell so I wonder where they went

There can be no Heaven cuz there is no god

Cuz They say hes perfect but this creation is flawed

How can he love us up in the sky

While down here we all die of suicide 

Can’t afford healthy food

Bound to get ill 

I don’t know what to do

We have to pay the bills

No time to cook

No time to chill

No time to be a human and exercise free will

No time to eat no time to breath

But you can bleed then sleep for an eternity

There’s no point 

There’s no purpose

Light it like a joint cuz this world is worthless

Set it on fire 

Suck it as it burns

On this earth all we earn is an urn

Ashes to ashes

Dust to dust 

Without cold hard cash 

Fuck shit sucks

I’m so jealous of all my dead friends 

All their pain has come to an end