she says she likes to meditate
then do cocaine on tinder dates
she thinks im a mental case
sending poems i should erase
listen bro
shes self destructive
she dont know
what the fuck love is
she aches
for men
who hate
themselves
you were not made
for that hell
days wasted waiting in a cell
under constant stress that strains my health
how am i?
wellllllllll
anxiety
lying
inside
all the lies
that comprise our lives
throwning dice
till we die
snake eyes
all the time
be nice.
kind.
at least try.
I do.