your lust for pain
is beyond that which I can bear
and I carry the weight
of war
your need – my thorns
your craving for melted ice cream
sprinkled with insects
drowned within
your desire for hot death
and cold sex
its so invalid
your need for grease stained miniskirts
torn from top to bottom
your retched condoms
in the heat
of summer
on asphalt
you lush breasts landscaped
with tiny blisters
you fuck like a corpse
except the dead
rarely have such a piercing look
of complete disgust
my love
you bring a stench
my cock in your mouth and you wont hold my hand
my dick in you deep as you declare
we are just friends
kissing soars that are bound to recur
such an indecent descent
I buy concert tickets
and we hear divine symphony of rats under sledgehammers
such violence my love
like violins vying for a visceral divorce from all values
we belong together
like stink and shit and hell and screaming
we belong together
like a bad diagnosis and despair
we belong together
like death and funerals
we belong together
like insanity and suicide
like dick sweat and gagging school girls
we belong together
like fish tacos unrefrigerated with rancid sour cream and impending diarrhea
we belong together
like addiction and failure
like car crashes and insurance claims
we belong hand in hand so we cannot choke each other effectively enough to kill
we belong on a road trip
to somewhere wonderful
for if not
we would simply run each other
over
over and over
this is in no way figuratively my un loved liar
there is no poetry in this
as there is no lullaby in your hate
we belong together
like blood and broken noses
like crimson tissues and bio hazard waste baskets
like hate and brothers who cant cooperate
we belong together
like courthouses and lies
like religion and war
like faith and disappointment
like love and chest pain like Siamese twins that would kill each other
if not for a shared heart
I wish you didn’t exist
because I believe it is only your imagination
that has made me real
we belong together