i just cant believe we almost got back together.
and i ruined it.
you even let me know you didnt want to be left alone.
after i tried to see you for months.
and i still ruined it.
and you’ve moved on now.
i got so close.
im so sorry
and now you think im crazy and dangerous
but i just thought we were meant to be
becuase of our poetry
and our intimacy
and i miss you
i let you slip thru my fingers
like a fool.
i want to love you
and share poems
and be happy together
and we cant
cuz i fucked it up
im sorry