Uraturd
I am a man and I must confess I manifest way too much stress. I tried to believe I’m true blessed but god comes thru with one effect
I survive my life as I waltz thru the wreck
I try to vibe in abundance
Strive in my mind for love with every breath
But I guess in the end I try too hard
Cuz my friends fuck me over and I fall apart
All I want is peace and joy but all I achieve is being destroyed by the void
I pray every day to be prosperous and painless
And maybe get a little rich and famous
But over and over it’s the same shit
I get backstabbed and then they blame it
All oneme And my perspective
It’s my fault I get disrespected
I want love so I’m neglected
I’m a mess i confess I guess is the message
They tell me master the law of attraction
And absolve themselves of every evil action
They borrow money and never pay it back
Then say calm down you’ll have a heart attack
I give them. Help and they give me hell
And then they say take care of your health
I lend a hand they take my arm
Then they say don’t be alarmed
Oh man wow why I’m so loud
Reacting to their actions is not allowed
Food god I give with no hesitation
But now I have a new meditation
To hell with all these expectations
I’m gonna glide on a new vibration
I’ll I do now is allow
My proud vows to be shouted
Out loud
I go too far
I go the farthest
If I itry to hard
I’ll die the the hardest
All this pain smarts
Cuz I’m not smartest
I bleed on the seeds that grow my garden
Fuck you all I’m a fucking artist
I loved a girl and wrote her poems
But she did drugs and let me roam
Now she’s high and I’m left low
She did blow and I got blown
Away in the wind she’s stoned
I’m a stone
Rolling away without a home
Alone
All I wanted was family
But time to forget the fantasy
That you get what you give
Cus I gave everything
And didn’t get shit
But a song to sing
I hope you liked this poem
Enough to send me a Buck
And if no
you call all go fuck
words like shrapnel flower petals.
Words like fluffy iron handcuffs tying teddy bears to semi trucks, hurtling like comets thru waterfalls with love filled barrels. Cascading into shattered remnants of what will one day be truth.
Words like mouths eating uncrushable planets of iron, diamond, and ice
words like vapor, clouds underground
words like cysts on a watermelon, cancer on a rainbow, light slapping shadow on the ass, callling hell a bitch, and taking her for dinner at the pearly gates of heavens broken garage door.
Words like science. Like a seance, like scent, like the smell of cash
words like mothers that destroy their children’s hope. Cloying to erase the fear of loss
words like desperation, eeking thru the crevices of your fist, falling onto your erection, begging for one last pull
words like dogs fucking cats while the mice film snuff film zoological studies of anti art
words like comedy, laughing at the blood
words like business, keeping you busy, while the lochness monster devours big foots cock. The yeti screams and comes all over the annunaki’s lazer guided cupcake oven
words like shock, like shuck, like corn, like daffodils, like meat, like meander, wandering the wonderful waterfalls I told you about before.
Be four horse men. Pucker your lips. The apocalypse. The epoch of the eon. Put your lipstick on, decorate your face.
With words.
Imagine. Im a mage with magic beans. Such imagery.
Words like insanity, psychology, alcoholic duality doing things anonymously
marijuana was meant for me, mentally, my mentality, would make men bleed
if they could see, what I see
but the thoughts that torture me
are to you
only
words
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