with a subtle little slice of suicide
I get a little closer to what i tried to hide
I can only laugh until i cry
cuz only a fool falls in love with a lie
chewing on a stick of self contempt
i had some self respect but i wonder where it went
chugging on a bottle cuz its me i hate
we pick our perfect poison and I’m sure you can relate
lick a lollipop past the point of rotten teeth
its sweet on top but sour underneath
the simple truth beyond belief
it may be real but that’s no relief
I’d prefer to rest in peace
I’m so diseased id rather be deceased
my point of view
torn in two
don’t want to live or die
what do I do?
its not a choice I have to make any way
even those who want to live will die one day
a subtle little slice of suicide
we get a lot closer to what cannot be denied