I’ve decided to eroticize and enjoy
being ignored by you
in a completely sadomasochistic manner
Forget me. Forget I exist
Erase me
and I will jack my dick
to your ancient fading memory
Thank you
Thank you, my dead ghost dominatrix of no soul
The absence of your beauty is absolute cruelty
but
you don’t mean to be mean
is your lie
I’ve decided to eroticize your lies
Thank you, for lying, and saying
you are not trying to hurt me
when you ignore me
So hot
So fucking hot
So god damn fucking hot
You cut me quick
with the tiny little kitty-cat claws
of a quiet tiger stalking blood
silent in the shadows
licking dewdrops
and fantasizing of fresh flesh
in the deadly jungle
Every other bitch in the world
is boring
compared to how hot you are
Ignore me
What else can hurt so much?
What else can make me feel so alive?
What else can make me feel so real
but the way you tear me to shreds
shred me to tears
with nothingness?
There is no other pleasure
that compares
to when you pretend
I don’t exist
Thank you
Kali Ma
Set me on fire
with no match
Burn me to death
with no flame
Beat me
with no stick
Bleed me
with no blade
and bury me
with no shovel
Just close your eyes
Shut your ears
Quiet your mouth
and cinder my soul to ash
Thank you Kali Ma
I am screaming in the void
For the creation you curate is the greatest
Such feeling
Such emotion
Such devastation
Such powerful exquisite delicious pain
You make it so hard
A poets greatest sexual sadomasochistic indulgence
Silence