im a little dead inside today
i bled a bit of my soul away
sometimes black and white turns grey
sometimes we pay a price to play
theres a touch of death upon my head
my breath smells like the blood ive bled
watch the red drip down my face
i disgrace this place with waste
i swallow my own history, wallow in my misery
lakes of stench filled with floating bones
ankles attached tightly to stone
swalling gulps as submerge quick
drown a bit that does the trick
thrash about and change your mind
is it right to leave the world behind
suicide right always by my side
hes my guide, a hell of a guy
you cant take away whats mine
my best friend until the end of time
sometimes we break before we bend
sometimes in life we bet our head
and the devil takes your soul instead
slash a wrist
pills by the bottle
i cant resist that wall full throttle
hung by a belt while up a tree
i never felt so truly free
finally outside my corpse
watch me float
straight down of corse
car exhaust in my garage
im a carbon dioxide hog
suck it up, right down my throat
whatever the fuck floats my boat
straght down the river styx
rigor mortis, thats my fix
anubis kali chronos pan
these pagan gods that guide my hand
hades save me from life on earth
and my fathers wife that gave me birth