Category: hexpectations

you ever get so stressed outi think they call it traumatized that your autonomic breathing stops?like you have to will yourself to breath? pull in? push out?like you have to lie there in bedmoving your belly to breath?like the air is heavy? like, what happens is,when you should breath your throat just locks up? and…

people think writing poetrymakes you obssessedbut it doesnt not writing poetrymakes you obssessed when you write poetryyou can get anything out of your headout of your bodyout of your mind you just write it downrip it from your heartand call it a poem let me show you i love youforever no matter what?ok? do you…

Let me tell youChildhood can bust youLeave you addicted to struggleHoping somebody loves you When theyre just out to fuck you Some people are hopingto find some one openthat they can leave broken Say i was just jokingAnd deep down you know it Thats when you realizemy myAint pain familiar?You must have the same dealerYou…

sometimes to really be someone’s friend, you have to be their enemy.

Baby i believewe belong in the same bedBut if you can sleep without meGo ahead Baby I’ll stand by youtill the day that i drop deadBut if you can sit without mego ahead Baby i will followthru what ever land im led,and i promise to swallowwhatever bread im fed,but if you can eat withoutme go…

when you leave somebody for their own good you don’t tell them “I’m leaving you for your own good” you say “fuck you asshole I hate you and I’m not going to take your shit anymore” Then you go home and try not to kill yourself because you mother is still alive

the earth just cracked the sky turned black The aliens attacked And my ex came back

he kissed his bride, and then she killed himwhy bother believing in a bad religioneverybodies begging for a new beginninglove is a lie we tell to scare children she wants my cock when its covered in cokeshes gonna choke and suck and swallow till the moment i go brokewe had a nice summer, thats why…

She makes decisnins regarding sonic transmission she’s expicit when she visits doesnt give I ahit whose into it she chaotic thats a compliment its irrelevant whether she’s kind or malevont im I love with it i take solace in your lack of sympathyyour symposium on sinyour silly little insignifigant subsequent suicidesyour diatribesyour white liesi cant…

I wrote it all alreadyi’ve nothing left to sayi’m tired of being inspiredi’d like to sleep today I wrote it all alreadyit was a lot of workit took so much blood lettingso we wonder was it worth all the sacrificial riskall the betting on a horsethat was the default winneron an abandoned course the future…