Category: the Delightful Delusions of Epic Mush

I dipped into delusionThe moment you spilled your heart I swim in a fantasyWhile you paddle fast and far Your own broken boatof blood and bonesTaking on waterStruck and sinkingPierced, penetrated,and no longer buoyant As I float to youOn waves of hope I am silly and slightly submergedSkimming the surface,wanting, yet hurt and worthless You…

I hope your rest todayWas comfortableAnd embracing the way thoughts of you reston my mindas feelings for you restin my heart I hope your rest todayWas a happy one

Hey I know we never weregoing to get marriedOr have kidsOr make loveOr kissOr hold handsOr spend time together I know we have neverAnd will neverDo any of those things They’ve never happenedAnd no one ever said they would But I’m breaking up with you anyway

IF I HOLD BACK,WOULD YOU NOT? My mind drifts to dreams of you A Iittle too often I think of your softness and your strength Your friendship and your self reliance Your intelligence and your humor Your honestly and loyalty You’re sexy cuteness And I’m grateful for the possibilities of our future And I’m joyous…

It’s pretty cute How you want meTo love youA littleEvery dayFrom afarIn a slow sexySimmering agony. Ok, is it really cute? No. But it is kind of hot

Gonna pen another poemGonna sing another song About being all aloneEverything’s gone wrong Lonely and brokeI only have jokesAnd a few puffs of smoke By myselfI lie in hell With stories to tellAbout when I fellAnd never got upMy whole lifes fuckedAnd what I write sucks Have you had enough?I’ve had enoughTough luck Nobody loves…

To love you with a grateful sadnessIs the most mellow melancholyThat has ever danced melodicallyupon my playful heart It’s a simple rhythmthat moves with a bounceSwitching instruments always in timeusually in tune

Heysuper awesomecutie pieamazingsexy doll facegorgeouspretty incredibleand incredibly prettydeliciously lovely spectacularly fantasticFunny smarthot womanPicture perfectdream girl You’re alright

my love bring me back from the deadand lets destroy the earth put life back in my bloodput heart back in my soulput love back in my life fill my viensfuel my gutsfire my mind set my death ablazeburn it out from under my skin cleanse the rot from beneath my surfaceexpel the putrid impure,banish…

I can’t promisenot to think about youOr be concerned with youOr consider your tasteOn every jokeOr poemOr piece of art I can’t promiseNot to hope your day went wellThat you have forgotten your sadnessAnd remembered to smile I can’t promiseNot to wonder who you are withWhether they are goodWhether you are cared forWhether you are…